Last night, I cast a tarot spread for myself. I was only loosely asking for guidance around the sharing of my gifts/talents/wisdom/skills to a greater audience with the hopes of increasing both my personal fulfillment and my financial stability.
I wasn’t planning on it, but I ended up casting a truncated Celtic Cross spread. It just seemed like the spread for the moment, as my intuition urged me.
Here is what the reading shared with me:
THE HIEROPHANT – This card felt perfect in the querent position. I am feeling ready to teach others from the wisdom I’ve gained thus far on my earth path. I’m ready to learn from my students/clients. I’m also ready to learn from someone with different/greater wisdom than I’ve achieved to now. Being a Major Arcana card, I am reminded that I am in a powerfully transformational phase right now.
FOUR CUPS – As the crossing card, I have received several messages from this card, but it still feels a little ‘muddy’ for me. Of course, I feel like the ‘muddiness’ is part of the message. I am so busy asking for practical solutions that I sometimes neglect my own practice of going within to get clarity and trusting that it will be provided exactly when and how it is needed. As a FOUR, there is an energy of strategy and sovereignty here. CUPS indicate an emotional task. I am being asked to be strategic in planning how I want to share my services, but to be careful to remain emotionally open and transparent. My emotionality and intuitive gifts are a strong part of my USP. I need to let people see it more. I need to trust that I am enough and I have the innate wisdom and confidence to clearly call in what I am desiring. The goose that lays the golden egg is at my back supporting me and waiting for me to make my move(s).
TEN PENTACLES – The bird’s eye view of this current situation tells of my time “up on the roof”. This is a phase of life for those who have a 6-line in their Human Design Profile that falls roughly between the Saturn Return and the Chiron Return. This phase is a time of removing oneself from the chaos and distraction of the world in order to integrate the wisdom gained from all the experimenting and learning [the hard way] during the formative years before the Saturn Return, as well as a time to observe the world and it’s habits/patterns to better understand how everything works (or doesn’t). As I navigate my Chiron Return, I am taking my first tentative steps off the roof and back into the rhythm and flow of the world, but from the outside it looks as if I am still sitting on my isolated perch; removed and separate.
ACE SWORDS – At the root of this situation, however, is my readiness to reintegrate with the mundane world. My rooftop education is completing and I am beginning the new phase of the Role Model (the matured version of the 6-line).
FOUR WANDS – Most recently, I had been happily dancing to my own tune on the roof. (My sister was there with me and it felt safer than and made more sense than the world down below.) I gained a kind of mastery of Self and my role in the world from that place of shifted perspective. Now it’s time to go out and teach what I’ve learned.
QUEEN WANDS – If I manage to move through this reintegration phase successfully; learning to trust in myself and the support of the cosmos; I am likely to become a beacon of light for those who are in need of what I have to share. They will flock to me like moths to the flame without so much effort on my part. I will just need to be myself and do what brings me joy. This is the evolution of the Role Model 6-Line of the HD Profile.
SIX CUPS – I pulled an additional card last night as I wasn’t feeling the full story of the reading then as I am seeing it now. But still it confirms the message of the Queen. Once I am reintegrated I will still have that broader perspective, but I will no longer be removed from Life. I will be a more active and accessible part of it. There will be a renewed flow of energy and purpose (SIX) and I will feel emotionally and intuitively connected with all that is (CUPS). I will find a moment of contentment.
I am really feeling this reading touching me and supporting me such a beautiful way. I’ve been struggling these past two years, even as I’ve been cognizant of the fact that I am in a significant transformational process. I hadn’t fully put together that I was preparing to leave the proverbial roof and rejoin the world. That makes so much sense to me now. This lens is hugely helpful and hopeful for me right now. I am excited for 2024, and the fresh experiences it brings.